Author: BOB
To: Steve and John
Part 1: Somehow Things Will Be
Made Right
I recently read the book Play the Ball Where the Monkey Drops It: Why We Suffer and How We Can Hope. The book is by Dr. Gregory Knox Jones, who is pastor of a
Presbyterian Church. The central issue
addressed by this book has a strong parallel to the issue I started to tackle
last June and July, and which I’ve been more recently trying to capture with
the “Level Six” designation. And, the
book just so happens to speak to the issue in about the way that I tend to see
it -- so of course I see the book as being wise and insightful!
Part One of the book
is entitled “No Protective Bubble.” On
page 14 of the book, there is a list of several frequently stated attempts to
explain unfair suffering in the world, and in subsequent pages, Jones explains
why he finds each unsatisfactory. These
unsatisfactory views include clichés such as “God is teaching us a lesson”,
“sin wreaks suffering,” and “suffering is a mystery” (several other views are
also cited).
Jones questions where we ever got the idea that God
would protect us from pain and suffering, and recognizes on page 47 that:
Jones states that “I believe God is the supreme power
in the universe who is continually at working seeking to persuade the world
toward greater forms of beauty and harmony, but because we have freedom to make
choices, God does not strictly control the events of the world…” [Because we have the freedom to make
choices], God knows all the possibilities that might occur, but not even God
knows exactly what will happen until it does.” We must come to a new understanding of the idea that God is
“all-powerful”, Jones argues; he states that there are “some things that God
cannot do.” Jones illustrates this with
examples, such as a mountain climber losing his grip, or a driver falling
asleep at the wheel. God cannot
suddenly change the laws of gravity or take control of the wheel.
A verbal discussion with Steve the other evening
suggested that perhaps we are closer in our views on this issue than I had
perceived. When you have time, Steve,
I’d encourage you to read Dr. Jones’ book and see what you think. It’s not a long read, and you may find it to
be interesting. And, if you generally
agree with the book’s arguments, then that’ll tend to confirm that our views
aren’t that far apart. If you don’t,
then who knows, maybe we have some more talking to do, or maybe we’ll just have
to agree to disagree.
John, I read and appreciate your fevered thoughts and
imaginings. Your bottom line seemed to
be that there are a number of possibilities that can be imagined -- as to why
bad things happen -- which do not come back to issues such as man’s free will
or the extent of God’s power. Among
those, I note your suggestion:
Is it possible that all suffering and death is a
choice made by the individual on some level… Is it possible that the thousands of people who died in New York last
year each came to that end – through the long, winding roads of their
independent lives – not by accident but through a level of soul-choice that we
are simply not aware of in our normal human consciousness?
Perhaps a remote chance, but I’m very skeptical. First of all, I can’t conceive of anyone
making this choice… I know, I know, just because I can’t conceive
it, doesn’t make it untrue… Second of
all, when we all were caught by such total surprise by this attack, at what
level did these people “know” that their other choices would lead to this
subconsciously desired outcome? Third
of all, if this was the outcome that they desired as a soul-choice, why didn’t
they also know as a matter of soul-choice NOT to just recently get engaged,
have children, etc. etc. etc.? And
finally, if this was a matter of soul-choice, I’d like to see the evidence from
their loved ones suggesting that the deceased were inexplicably drawn to work
in that building. Why is it that all
these people making this soul-choice also just so happened to have an interest
in making their career in the world of high-powered finance and trade? That’s an interesting correlation and
coincidence!
I also note your suggestion (from Ram Dass)::
What if the next thing that happens to you is exactly
the right thing to move you in the direction you need to go? What if each and every event and thought and
action and reaction, the sum of which constitute your life, is part of the
absolutely perfect curriculum to teach you what you need to know?
I think that this is a comforting thought, and it
also may be an excellent attitude or philosophy for living life. But I’m skeptical of it nonetheless. If life provides us with the perfect
curriculum to teach us, who is the teacher? That is, who guides us to the correct answers, because we sure seem to
get the wrong answers a lot? Moreover,
there are things that happen for which my very being cries out that these
things could not be part of a perfect curriculum. For example, if you are a young child with loving parents, in
what sense could the loss of those parents ever be the perfect curriculum for
you? Or child abuse?
I can anticipate that you might respond that a child
abuser in a former life might, once reincarnated, suffer abuse as part of an
appropriate curriculum. However, to the
extent that you believe in the possibilities of the reincarnation idea, how
strongly do you think that we are aware of our “crimes and misdemeanors” from a
prior life when we are reincarnated? It
seems to me that a reincarnation into child abuse would only work as an
understandable curriculum if the reincarnated child has a very strong sense of
how this “lesson” is connected to a past life. And further, I’d think we have to question in reality how effective this
curriculum seems to be in imparting the desired knowledge -- as the evidence
suggests that those experiencing child abuse are more, not less, likely to
become abusers themselves in later life.
I think that you both believe that a certain “edge”
to my recent pieces reflects a frustration as to the lack of a fully adequate
“answer” to the problem of “God is good, but bad things happen”. But actually, my frustration is with what I
perceive as one of the worst assumptions that I think makes this seem like more
of a dilemma than it needs to be. That
is the view that all things that come to pass on earth are part of God’s plan,
or are specifically-desired outcomes by God. I am frustrated with this view because I think it is faith-killing, not
faith-affirming.
Instead, I have faith that somehow, someway,
sometime, all things will be made right. This is the type of assurance reported by Julian of Norwich, that “all
manner of things shall be made well” :
"God showed
me three degrees of bliss which every soul who has willingly served God shall
have in heaven, whatever his degree on earth. The first is the glorious gratitude of our Lord God, which he will
receive when he is freed from his sufferings; the gratitude is so exalted and
glorious that it would seem to fill the soul, even if there were no greater
bliss; for I thought that all the pain and trouble that could be suffered by
all living men could not have deserved the gratitude which one man shall have
who has willingly served God…"
"for bliss
lasts eternally, and pain passes and shall vanish completely… suffering seems to me to be something
transient, for it purges us and makes us know ourselves…"
"[O]ur Lord gently revealed words to me… And these words, ‘You shall not be overcome’, were said very loudly and clearly, for security and comfort against all the tribulations that may come. He did not say, ‘You shall not be tormented, you shall not be troubled, you shall not be grieved’, but he said ‘You shall not be overcome'."
Part 2: Skeptics and Skepticism, Anchors and Pyramids
I was in a conversation not long ago, when the statement
was made to me: “All that can be said
about God with intellectual integrity is that we don’t know whether God does or
doesn’t exist.”
“All that can be said…”
“with intellectual integrity…”
Among the first thoughts that flashed through my mind
at this point in the conversation was the thought, “I wonder (or rather, I
probably don’t have to wonder!) what this person would think, if they saw how
the three of us have spent all this time and all these pages trying to say some
things about God.” Needless to say, the
conversation didn’t engender my confidence that a sharing of pieces from our
dialogue would be well-received by this skeptic.
I can’t stay clear of thinking about that skeptical
statement, however. It seems to me that
at one level, the statement is correct. That is (and we’ve been through this before) the very idea of faith is
that there is something about the belief that can’t be “proven”. Thus, we can’t claim 100 percent certainty
that there is a God, nor can an atheist claim 100 percent certainty that there
is not.
But I disagree with the sentiment that this statement
conveys – that this is the end of the matter – that there’s nothing more that
can be said with “intellectual integrity”. First, for a subject matter so devoid of potential for intelligent
insight (beyond “maybe there is, maybe there isn’t”), there sure has been an
impressive list of thinkers that have seen fit to wrestle with the topic over
the centuries.
Second, it is possible to examine various arguments,
evidence, and experiences and make our own assessment – with “intellectual”
integrity as well as a dose of intuition – as to the likelihood of God’s
existence, within that broad continuum from greater than zero percent
likelihood to less than 100 percent likelihood. In fact, there is a body of literature out there that focuses on
the question of the probability of God’s existence, and does so in a rigorous
way. These works do not seek to attach
a specific probability percentage – that’s not possible – but the works do seek
to go beyond the probabilities of “greater than zero” and “less than 100”
percent, and speak in terms of likelihood.
Third, if we agree that our general attitudes and
actions in life are shaped by our beliefs, then NOT only does it seem POSSIBLE
to examine the question of God in some detail, and with intellectual integrity,
it also arguably seems NECESSARY. We
have a choice… Do we wish to shape our
lives around the proposition that God exists (or probably exists), or not? Agnosticism, at least as frequently
practiced, rejects the need to shape our lives around this basic
proposition. On the other hand, if the
proposition is accepted, then a variety of activities, such as worship, prayer,
the concept of “having a relationship with and serving God on earth”, and
communicating with our children about God, seem to make sense. Some of the major religions of the world add
further seriousness to the matters of whether, and how, we orient ourselves to
God, by suggesting that “our” futures beyond this life may be shaped by how we
respond to these matters.
I probably shouldn’t speak for John here, but it
seems to me that the unqualified designation of John as “skeptic” in Steve’s
February 16th piece is overly broad. I’m reminded of, and would like to paraphrase Lloyd Bentsen here: “Steve, you call John a skeptic, without
qualification. Well, let me say, that
in my day, I’ve known some flat-out skeptics. And John, Sir, is no flat-out skeptic.”
While John expresses less than certainty in his
beliefs/faith (“I believe, but help me with my unbelief”), John also says “I
strongly believe in God”, and that’s come through in the dialogue. He’s incorporated his beliefs regarding God
in shaping his life and actions (his meditation is a pursuit of the oneness of
God, for example). Some of the ideas
about God that John relates to, in fact, you (Steve) and I treat with more
skepticism than he does. Does that make
us the skeptical ones?
We cannot define a skeptic, it seems to me, as one
who holds dear unproven faith beliefs that differ from our own. Nor can we define a skeptic as someone who
holds dear unproven faith beliefs that we consider less credible than our
own. Your true skeptic (such as my
conversational partner at the start of this piece) would see little value in
exploring propositions that ultimately can’t be proved one way or the other,
and certainly would not put any faith or confidence in such propositions. That’s not John.
There is a need,
then, I think, to be more specific about the way in which John is a
skeptic. Biblical skeptic? Based on the content of the dialogue,
clearly that fits. Skeptic of many
Christian beliefs? That seems to fit
also.
Steve asks what is the skeptic’s anchor, and that is
a good question; but since I don’t think John is an unrooted skeptic, I’m not
sure it’s the right question for him.
I really see each of the three of us as having a
faith anchor. However – and here I’m
drawing from an analogy I came across in one of my readings, I no longer recall
which one – we may want to think of this “anchor” as more like the strong base
of a pyramid. (It may have been from
Bartholomew, because I do know that he wrote that the “foundation of belief is
not the solid bedrock of incontrovertible evidence”, but rather a collection of
various pieces which “derive their strength from mutual reinforcement.”)
Over time, the base of this pyramid may be added to,
or somewhat subtracted from. But like a
pyramid, a strong faith benefits from a wide broad base, such that the
structure stands, even if a few bricks are dislodged here and there over time.
Steve’s pyramid, which points to Jesus, starts with
the content of 66 different books of the Bible. To that, add the thoughts and interpretations of various orthodox
Christian thinkers, both ancient and modern. To that, add the faith testimony of other Christians, and the positive
impacts that he observes in sharing the faith with jail inmates. And to that, add a sense of a personal
relationship with God, and a sense that the world is a reflection of God’s
goodness. What I see -- and I am glad
for this – is that even if Steve is someday disabused of his view of Biblical
inerrancy, his faith will continue to thrive, thank you very much.
Though I haven’t read all or even most of the Bible,
I have a strong sense from what I know that I’m not going to end up with as
much text from the Bible as Steve as part of the base of my faith pyramid, so I
need to bring a bit more diversity into my base. Nonetheless, a belief in Jesus as an emissary of God is part of
my pyramid. There are many ideas and
influences from the Judeo-Christian heritage that are part of my pyramid. The thoughts and ideas of various
theologians and scholars are part of the pyramid. The ways in which science points to God, in my view --and the
extent to which the limitations of science expose the limitations of just
reliance upon human scientific knowledge as our source of understanding -- are
part of my pyramid. The wisdom and
logic that seems to exist in so many places and at so many levels throughout
the universe is part of the pyramid. The faith stories of historical people like Joan of Arc, Gandhi, and now
even a very recent addition, Julian of Norwich, are part of the pyramid. Near-death experience testimony is part of
my pyramid. And my personal experiences
bring a subtle sense of God’s presence, so this is part of the base of the
pyramid.
John has roamed the
farthest to construct the base of his pyramid. And, while there are some differences between what John’s pyramid points
to and the point of the pyramid toward which Steve and I point, his pyramid is
not anchorless. Recall that a major
part of the base of the pyramid is Deist thought. (“I think I am in good company… with Thomas Jefferson, Ben Franklin, and many other icons of history”,
John has said). Also recall that
another major part of the base of John’s pyramid is Buddhist thought shared by
millions around the planet (as John summarizes it, there are “laws of a
spiritual nature, to include karma – or reaping what one sows – the importance
of controlling the ego, and possibly even reincarnation.”) To that, many other things have been added
to the base of the pyramid; but included within that base is a confidence in
the ability of the inner self to rise up and recognize what is good and true,
and recognize what is immoral and nonsense.
Part 3: Faith and Obedience
“…faith is being sure of what we
hope for” (Hebrews 11:1)
Steve’s recent piece speaks of this definition of
faith, and I’ve been reflecting on it.
At the potential risk of beating one issue into the
ground, I’ve got to note that I think this definition encapsulates a key source
of differing perspectives among Christians.
Reading the Colson piece, for example, and looking at
its focus, what comes across to me is that he believes that the biggest issue
for moving people toward his view of faith is to convince them that the Bible
is inerrant. If only they would realize
its total accuracy, they would be willing to go the route of total obedience.
For me, Biblical inerrancy isn’t faith’s best friend,
it’s faith’s worst nightmare.
Let’s take the abortion issue for a moment. The abortion rate in the U.S. over the last
few decades has been a tragedy. Churches ought to do what they can to change the climate which has made
this possible.
But what are we to make of this description of God:
“the LORD says: ‘about midnight I will go throughout
Egypt. Every firstborn son in Egypt
will die… There will be loud wailing
throughout Egypt… The Lord had said to
Moses, “Pharaoah will refuse to listen to you – so that my wonders may be
multiplied in Egypt.”
What if this IS inerrant, true?
Is this the God that YOU hope for?
If you asked me “Did God really part the Red Sea?”,
I’d say perhaps, although I’m skeptical. But I can say this. I would
believe that God parted 1,000 Red Seas before I’d believe that the Passover
story is a real reflection of God and that this is going to bring me to
worship! Forget it!
We don’t have to believe such a thing, however! Who says that the greatest ground rule is
that we have to believe everything in the Bible in order to believe in anything
in the Bible? I’m not letting anybody
try to shut the door of faith on me like that! And, in my less charitable moments, that is what gets me completely
aggravated about Christian fundamentalism! What do the fundamentals of fundamentalism have to do with Jesus’
essence? By saying HERE, this IS the
rule, a lot of people are being shut out from even being able to entertain the
possibility that the God -- the faith -- that THEY HOPE FOR can be found in
Christianity! That certainly would have
remained the case for me personally if I hadn’t finally been exposed to an
alternative perspective upon the Christian faith.
We can see the same type of emotions coming out in
John. Remember, this is the guy who has
said that if he could go back in time and experience one – and only one --
point in history, he would, without question, go back to Jesus’ time to see
him.
And yet, this same guy -- reading Chuck (formerly
“I’d stomp on my own grandmother for Richard Nixon”) Colson’s thoughts on
single-minded, absolute obedience no matter what the circumstances -- says that
the attitudes expressed by Colson “are so contrary to my very nature that,
though they may represent the attitudes of many good Christian people, they
confirm for me that there is no possibility of my ever obtaining, or even
wanting to obtain, such a faith.”
And John goes on to say:
“… which of us would want our
children to have such attitudes toward us as a father? What kind of father is it who wants his
children to forever be coming to him, in single-minded obedience to his every
whim?”
In our modern, freedom-embracing society, the idea of
“obedience” to someone or something is sort of a tough sell. To me, apparently like John, it’s not a word
that conjures up very positive images.
On the other hand, I have to also admit, that when I
finished reading John’s paragraph, the following Biblical saying of Jesus came
to mind: “ you must deny yourself ”
(and take up your cross and follow me) .
I spent some time juxtaposing the two thoughts: “You must deny yourself” versus Certain
attitudes are “so contrary to my very nature” that I must reject them.
While I’m not advocating obedience to dogma (as John
put it) as the intended way for us, I felt like I had a better
understanding of the phrase “deny yourself” than I’ve ever had before. It may be true that in some situations, and
in some ways, the appropriate belief or path is “contrary” to our inclination,
even to our “very nature.”
Still, Chuck Colson notwithstanding, God doesn’t wish
for us to be robotic automatons. And
God is not a micro-manager of our lives. When John says that Colson’s thoughts on absolute obedience on all
matters are platitudes, he is right. Obedience in all matters – do either of you, or does anyone you know of,
feel like you are getting God’s clear-cut orders on what you are to do in each
life situation? If so, please tell me
about it, because you’re right up there with Joan of Arc, then, in your ability
to hear God, and we should make you or your friend a saint right now.
But if we don’t push things to Colson’s extremes, can
we come to an understanding of “denying oneself” and “obedience to God” that is
something we hope for?
I think so. Let’s take the scenario John creates, when he asks what kind of a parent
would hope for a Chuck Colson view of obedience from their child.
Let’s modify that view. What if we “expected” obedience to the following from our child?
I expect you to obey me by honoring
living things and the creation around you. I expect you to respect the dignity of all people. I expect you to share. I expect you to treat others as you would
have them treat you. I expect you to
listen, because we learn by listening but we rarely learn by talking. I expect you to be loyal to your friends and
understanding of those who would be your enemy. I expect you to be honest, truthful. I expect you to do what you know is right even if it’s hard. I expect you to love. I expect you to contemplate realities beyond
this materialistic world. I expect you
to seek and try to know the essence of God.
Would obedience to this cause our children, at times,
to deny themselves – their needs, their instinctive preferences? (Probably.)
But would the hope for “obedience” to these
expectations be a bad thing?
It seems to me that this view of hoped-for obedience
comes closer to the spirit of Jesus’ message than Colson’s articulation.
We are asked to be obedient to a vision of how we ought
to be, in God’s image, not a set of cookbook instructions.
To what are we to be obedient?
John 15:12: [Jesus said] “My command is this: Love
each other as I have loved you. Greater
love has no one than this, that he lays down his life for his friends. You are my friends if you do what I
command. I no longer call you servants,
because a servant does not know his master’s business. Instead, I have called you friends, for
everything that I learned from my Father I have made known to you… This is my command: Love each other.”
1 Timothy 1:5: “The goal of this command is love, which comes from a pure heart and a
good conscience and a sincere faith.”
2 Jn:6: “As
you have heard from the beginning, his command is that you walk in love.”
“Faith”, as the
Bible says, “is being sure of what we hope for.” This is the kind of obedience
that I hope is asked of us. And this is
what we would be asked, by the God I hope for.