Author: JOHN
To: Bob at first, then Steve too
Once
again Bob gives us an interesting and thought-provoking piece that covers a lot
of territory. And I found the
quotations from his gurus particularly interesting this time. That’s right, Bob, gurus. Just because they aren’t little old monks
smiling at you on a mountaintop in Tibet doesn’t mean they aren’t your gurus.
I found myself agreeing with
the vast majority of what both those gurus and Bob himself were saying. In fact, about the only things I disagreed
with were, as usual, his characterizations of what I myself had postulated in
previous pieces. I’m not going to waste
a lot of time writing a retort to each and every pathetically mistaken
interpretation (just kidding!….at least in terms of degree) he made of my
propositions. But bear with me while I
at least address the worst of them:
It would never even cross my mind to think that God might
have looked down on the holocaust and thought to Himself, as Bob proposes I
would think, “I am so disappointed or angry with the non-Jews who allowed
these seeds of anti-semitism to be sown that I’m going to teach everybody a
lesson by allowing the slaughter of six million innocent Jewish people. I’m
going to let innocent people get gassed in showers, burned in ovens, and the
rest. That’ll show them.”
I find that scenario just as ridiculous as Bob does. I frankly doubt Bob is actually serious, but
if he is, then either I failed to make certain points clear or he leapt to some
pretty far out conclusions. Now I DO
believe that the holocaust occurred at least in part because people who could
have prevented it did not do what they should have done. But I also know that God would….did….find the
Holocaust an incredibly painful (I am now saying painful for Himself)
event in human history. (Remember, one
thing I firmly believe is that God actually is present within each of us, and
therefore actually feels both individually and in sum what each and all of us
feel. So He would have … did… suffer
the agony of each and every Jew who was murdered in WWII.)
I do not believe that God would make a conscious decision
not to intervene in order for some kind of bizarre punishment to occur. The fact that a good and just and
all-powerful God does not intervene to prevent such astoundingly unjust
tragedies points (in my mind anyway) to a different kind of conclusion. What it points to is that, just as the
physical universe is governed by, as far as we can tell, highly consistent laws
including those having to do with light, gravity, the conversion of matter into
energy, etc., etc., etc., there are also Moral (for lack of a better word) laws
automatically governing Man’s behavior.
I have said before that there are certain aspects of the
Deist philosophy that make sense to me in terms of explaining how the world
“works” (though they stop short of explaining, or even contemplating really,
the question of why the world is set up that way). Simply stated (if I understand it) the deistic explanation is
that God created the universe to run on its own, like a complex watch
mechanism, then stepped back and let it run.
(Now, I know that conflicts with an idea I also like to entertain: that God could be continuously interceding
in ways we cannot comprehend, but let that pass for now).
As I have said several
times, I find it easy to seriously entertain the belief that God set up this
world more or less as a mechanism, or a “game,” or a “school,” governed by certain
rules or laws. Then into this world he
placed (or allowed to develop) critters with a high degree of consciousness and
also with that most important of qualities:
free will. Under that system,
the suffering that comes from human interactions, such as war, genocide, or
failure to provide for or intercede on behalf of the needy, are MAN’s doing,
not God’s. I think Steve agrees with me
on this.
There is a big difference
between God setting up a world with certain rules and “letting” it play itself
out, and his deciding to “teach everybody a lesson by allowing the
slaughter of six million innocent Jewish people.” The key point I was trying to make about the holocaust is that we
could have prevented it by taking action, and we didn’t. Because God did not intervene does not make
him the cause of it!
Again, it seems to me the results of human interactions,
whether on a personal or global scale, are MAN’s just desserts and not direct
interventions by God. And I find no
fault with God for not interceding. On
the other hand, when something wonderful like nations coming together to
minimize global warming is accomplished, MAN gets the credit for that. The idea of karma has to include positive as well as negative outcomes, else how
could it possibly function? And if
karma is an actuality, then it would seem that the positive outcomes are what
God wants and hopes for. He has set up
a world wherein we have equal opportunity to do good and to do evil, and He has
left it up to us. And perhaps if Man
worked hard enough, he could bring about a heaven on earth.
Now I agree with Bob’s point that a problem with “deserved”
suffering is that acceptance of this belief could have the effect of
discouraging people from helping those who suffer. In fact, in one of my pieces I made this exact comment as a
reason I reject Hinduism. As I
understand it, the Hindu belief in karma has in fact led to this outcome, which
is still seen today in the continued dominance (either openly or through subtle
discrimination) of a “caste” system wherein the rich and comfortable luxuriate
in their station and the poor and needy are looked down upon as deserving of
their station, and little is done by the former to assist the latter.
However, I would add that simply because people behave this
way does not nullify the possibility that the suffering may be deserving
of their suffering. The suffering that
we see may serve several purposes simultaneously: For those suffering, it is a working out of their karma. For those observing the suffering, it is an
opportunity to do good works and thereby improve their own karma. And furthermore, if they ignore that
suffering, then they are adding to their own bad karma, and next time around
may find themselves the beggars rather than the kings. And finally, I think that when we observe
the suffering of others, we are more likely to see our own lives as more
fortunate (blessed, Steve would say) and develop our sense of gratitude.
Still, I must concede that
there are also many horrible events in this world that don’t seem to be related
to Man’s actions. Some of the worst are
related to weather and geophysics: hurricanes, earthquakes, tsunamis,
volcanoes, etc., not to mention diseases, plagues, etc. The victims of these disasters appear to us
to be innocents (although fundamentalists such as Pat Robertson and Jerry
Falwell frequently ascribe these visitations to such “sins” as homosexuality,
abortion, etc., so perhaps THEY would agree with Bob’s accusation. And some Christians believe the Jews got
“what they deserved” for “murdering the messiah.”)
As for John the trialoguer,
he doesn’t pretend to know the answer to why seemingly innocent people suffer
such seemingly random tragedies. But
natural forces like hurricanes have always been a part of this world, and
function according to natural physical laws.
So, from a deist point of view, they serve some purpose in God’s
creation, though we cannot know it.
When I think of the holocaust, I admit I simply cannot imagine a
justification for all that suffering.
That’s especially true when I consider the children who died.
Still, I keep going back to
the difference it would make in the ultimate meanings/purposes/effects of these
sufferings if in fact we did….do…lead more than one life. Even the most horrible tragedy that could
befall a person would look very different, would it not, if we knew that person
got to live more than the one life in which that tragedy occurred? The only other “option” that occurs to me
which could reconcile such tragedies is the idea that all these earthly events
are not as “real” as they appear to us – they will seem as a bad dream from
which we will eventually awaken. Bob
seems to utterly reject this idea, and yet in combination with the concept of
karma I find it a very satisfying explanation.
So….Bob does characterize me
accurately in one sense: I am someone
who likes to “try out” various theories about both the whys and the hows of
this life. That’s because it seems to me that if little old me can imagine a
how or a why to life that justifies or at least makes sense to me in terms of
what I see happening around me in this world, then I can more easily feel
confident the Creator has His reasons for “letting” them happen. My imaginings
help me make the leap of faith (and is imagination not something we are endowed
with….a given….and who is the Giver?).
Sure, my ideas may be wrong, but I believe in a just God (and all three
of us do). So if I am wrong, then there
is simply a better explanation than my own, and until I know it, I am moved by
my own theories to make a leap of faith.
As we sit here at our
respective keyboards typing up our various and ever-evolving theories and
beliefs about God and the meaning of life, scientists and mathematicians are
doing the same thing in regard to the physical nature of the universe. They are arguing about black holes, string
theory, the big bang, etc. etc. Like us
(well, me anyway!) they are looking for a unified Theory of Everything that
makes sense and satisfies. It really is a parallel kind of searching. Steve, it seems has found his unified theory
in Christ.
I continue to lean toward
the theories of karma, of multiple lifetimes, and of reaping and sowing as
holding the most and best answers to the questions that so trouble us, and to
which we are unlikely ever to have definitive answers. I am drawn toward a karmic deism, about
which we may know next to nothing, and I suspect that very ignorance is
critical for us in order truly to have the free will we obviously do have.
Still, having said all that,
you will forgive me if I leave room for God to intervene directly in our lives
in ways we can never prove. It seems to
me that as long as we are ignorant of His interventions, then we live in a
world that is effectively deistic, even if in fact there is supernatural
intervention. And living in a world
that is effectively deistic puts the onus on us to make a leap of faith. So it appears that faith, also, is something
God desires from us…a faith that goes beyond “proof.”
I should add that I at least
try to leave room for a Christ. I know
that seems counterintuitive after all I’ve said here. But I have also said many times that we must believe there are
people who are wiser in spiritual matters than we, else how can we expect to
make any progress? I frankly don’t know
if Jesus was a “messiah,” but I believe he was the most spiritually advanced
person to ever live. And if you will
think on it a little, the resurrection story (which again I do not know to be
true, but which I do consider a possibility) could be seen as endorsing the
multiple lives aspect of my “philosophy,” could it not? Moreover, I can think of no better example
(than the resurrection) of having to make a leap of faith over an unproveable
“intervention.”
Moving on, I have to admit
that I agree with Bob about the Job story.
To me, it is just another Old Testament STORY, akin to myth or legend,
or a Jewish teaching tale and has no basis in fact. In fact, if it WERE true, then I would have to revise my whole
concept of God to be more in line with that accusation of Bob’s about God as
random manipulator or punisher! That
story pictures God and the devil (whom I don’t believe in) toying with and
contesting over man in a way I find very disturbing. However, if you believe that story, it seems to me you almost
have to believe in the “everything is an illusion” theory of life, because if I
remember correctly, at the end of it God more or less restarts the story, backs
it up, and supplies a more generous ending wherein Job’s losses are restored.
Whatyasay, Steve?
Regarding Bob’s mention of
Bart Ehrman, I too have looked at his books, and I recently heard a long NPR
interview with him in which he affirmed that he had basically lost his faith,
laid aside his childhood Christianity, and become an agnostic if not an
atheist. (So I guess now he is
Professor of Non-Religion at UNC!).
After I heard that interview, I was actually moved to write him an
email. And he actually responded. It was a short exchange, but you may find it
interesting:
Subject: NPR
interview
To:Dr. Ehrman from me:
I sent the following comments to NPR about your interview, so I felt I should
also share them with you.
(To Fresh Air:)
Your recent interview with Bart Ehrman revealed him to be not only highly
intelligent, articulate, and sincere, but also just a very likeable
guy. No doubt some listeners will be greatly troubled by the
combination of his reasonableness and the agnostic message he is currently
communicating.
For me, and undoubtedly for many of my fellow Unitarians,
the thing I find troubling is not his loss of conventional faith, but that he
seems to have come to his conclusions only fairly recently in life. I,
for example, found my Southern Baptist upbringing completely untenable at 16
years of age, about the same time Bart felt he was being “born again” INTO a
fundamental belief system.
His current point of view is nothing new, though I have to
give him the highest possible marks on both his personal integrity and his
persuasiveness. Still, I want to suggest to him that ultimately,
agnosticism is a cop out -- or at least a transitional phase -- and that he
should not consider himself at the end of his spiritual journey. And I’ll
bet dollars to donuts that eventually a different kind of faith will grow in
the ground he has succeeded in clearing of dogmatic weeds.
Something else that struck me in listening to the interview
was that in spite of his position as a religious studies professor, he admitted
to never having had personal conversations about his own beliefs (or lack of
them) with students, friends, or other professors. This is not really
surprising, but it speaks volumes about what is considered appropriate for
sharing with other people. How ironic that our deepest convictions, which
motivate and inform our actions on every level throughout our lives, are not
considered proper subjects for discussion.
There is a website that breaks this unspoken barrier, and it
may be of interest to Dr. Ehrman and your listeners. www.trialogue.typepad.com is an ongoing
discussion between a former agnostic, a committed Christian, and a freethinking
Unitarian. It’s a frank, no-punches-pulled debate that demonstrates the
interesting ground that could be covered if we were truly open to spiritual
dialogue.
----John Long
And here is Ehrman’s short reply:
John,
Thanks for your note and your interesting thoughts; for what it's worth, I
don't consider my journey to be at an end -- and don't know yet what the end
will look like! But, the journey's the thing. All the best for
yours as well,
-- Bart Ehrman
James A. Gray Professor
Department of Religious Studies
University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill
Ya know, Ehrman is not the first and won’t be the last
highly-educated believer who has lost his faith. I believe it is a fact that a significant number of people who
feel drawn to Christian ministry ultimately find that the seminary experience
causes them to lose or greatly alter rather than strengthen their faith. It would certainly be interesting to see if
Steve, were he to make the grand leap to seminary that I figure at least a part
of him wishes to do, would change his opinions about some things once he was,
for example, reading the Bible in ancient Greek!
Well, I’m going to end this rambling thing with a couple
other observations. This has been a
strange and sad month for me. Four
people I have some acquaintance with have died, and I went to two of their
funerals. One of those was for an 87
year old woman who was an inspiration to all who knew her, and the term
“celebration” was not a cliché at her funeral.
But the other was a 51 year old doctor who had run in 17 marathons
before he suddenly died while on a run, leaving his 3 college age daughters
fatherless. What a contrast there was
in the feelings of the funeral goers.
I was struck with one of the readings given at the old
lady’s funeral, and I am going to quote it whole here:
Death
is nothing at all
I have only slipped away into the next room
I am I and you are you
Whatever we were to each other
That we are still
Call me by my old familiar name
Speak to me in the easy way you always used
Put no difference into your tone
Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow
Laugh as we always laughed
At the little jokes we always enjoyed together
Play, smile, think of me, pray for me
Let my name be ever the household word that it always was
Let it be spoken without effort
Without the ghost of a shadow in it
Life means all that it ever meant
It is the same as it ever was
There is absolute unbroken continuity
What is death but a negligible accident?
Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight?
I am waiting for you for an interval
Somewhere very near
Just around the corner
All is well.
Nothing is past; nothing is lost
One brief moment and all will be as it was before
How we shall laugh at the trouble of parting when we meet again!
----Canon
Henry Scott-Holland, 1847-1918, Canon of St Paul's Cathedral
I
found that poetic expression quite moving.
I was very surprised to find that it was written nearly a hundred years
ago, as its tone and format are so thoroughly modern. Now I am wondering if perhaps Bob, in his readings, might have
encountered the writer. Because
apparently he was a noted theologian (Catholic) of his day and the writer of a
number of books. But the kicker is
this: in doing a little internet
research on this piece and this author, I was led to believe that he did not
really believe the sentiments he expressed in this piece! Bob, let me know if your studies have
included this man.
The
other thing I want to share, and close with, is an old song with which I have
no doubt you are already familiar. I
have always liked it, and, like some of the lines in the reading above, I think
it expresses something very similar to comments we have recently made here
about suffering and reconciliation.
Here are some verses of “Farther Along”:
Tempted and
tried, we're oft made to wonder
Why it should be thus all day long
While there are others living about us
Never molested though in the wrong
When death has come and taken our loved ones
It leaves our home so lonely and drear
Then do we wonder why others prosper
Living so wicked year after year
(Refrain:)
Farther along we'll know all about it
Farther along we'll understand why
Cheer up my brother, live in the sunshine
We'll understand it all, by and by
Faithful 'til death, said our loving Master
A few more days to labor and wait
Toils of the road will then seem as nothing
As we sweep through the beautiful gates
Steve, I feel
certain that you agree with that notion….that “farther along” we will
understand why. I have also stated that
I believe this, although I guess my statement is more like: “I have to
believe this,” and I don’t necessarily believe it will be the same “I” who
understands things, farther along. Now
Bob, if I understand him, has expressed a belief that his
personality survives death; so I assume that he too believes it, otherwise what
would be the point of anything surviving death? What about it, Bob?
But regardless, I find this very old song very affecting because in its simple, almost primitive expression it manages to pose and address the very questions which we are constantly wrestling with, and provides a measure of comfort without exactly providing an answer! And maybe that’s exactly what WE are doing here, too………….
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